Some Frustrations....................

Today was rather frustrating. I am not too sure why. I feel like I have worked so hard to keep our contemporary service going and rather then gaining in numbers, we are going down. My first thought is what am I doing wrong? How do we draw people into this service? How do I get the word out? Now as I sit here typing, I wonder if it isn't even about the numbers. If that is the case, why do I feel that I am up there by myself. I know that isn't the case. Actually I know I can't lead this service by myself. I think that it helps to have higher numbers and I know that we were in the 40's or 50's at one point. Lately it has been around the low to mid 20's. Sometimes I wish that He would make it clear what I am supposed to do with this service. Do I walk away or continue to fight? This is where your ideas and suggestions come in. Please add your Two Cents to this and let me know what you think.